Well I realised that when you think you ready, God may not be ready. Paul and I needed to go through our journey of healing and be ready for the next baby. God did not want us to rob this baby growing inside of me of any love because I am still trying to deal with the loss of Hannah. I have healed, spiritually, emotionally and physically. Like I said Gods timing is perfect!!!
I am so happy, there is no way to describe it, but with this happiness comes fears of anxiety but something my Pastor's wife shared with us on Sunday was the following, it spoke to my heart so profoundly and from here on out will live it in my life as well.
Ps Karen shared her testimony and said she also had a loss and after that her next pg was so much different, to her it would only become a reality when it was physically there again in the flesh. It was a trying time for her, and God spoke to her and said when she feels anxious, full of fear, wake Jesus up in the boat, He will calm the storm. That was so powerful and spoke straight to my heart, which I know would speak to you as well, whoever is reading this and that is going through the same pain as what I did, these feelings of anxiety might come over you, but remember to wake Jesus up to calm your storm and bring the peace. I carried that with me and all I could say was thank you Lord, for everything and this blessing, with God it gets easier.
Thank you Lord for brothers and sisters strong in the faith that can build you up, encourage and motivate you.
All for your glory, Jesus!!
P.S May my life be an encouragement to you, and may you draw strength from the only One who gives it, and who loves you unconditionally and cares and wants to comfort you.
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