Thursday, August 19, 2010

The long 2 week wait :)

Well Paul and I definitely managed to cover all our bases this month....heheheheehe but along comes that dreaded 2 week wait..lol! I am sure all of you going through this feels like the weeks are going in slow motion.

Tomorrow I am due to go for the Progesterone test so will fill you in if I did indeed pass an egg. Secretly I am really hoping and praying that I did but its all in Your hands Lord! Your perfect timing, your perfect will for our lives!

Good news is that since I am on Metformin I do not have the bad side effects that I experienced when I was on Glucophage so yay for that!!

Something about Hope to encourage you :)

God's Grace

"What gives me the most hope every day is God’s grace; knowing that his grace is going to give me the strength for whatever I face, knowing that nothing is a surprise to God."

Rick Warren

Till next time :)

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Welcome back to me :)

Oh gosh, I cannot believe that its been 2 years since I have posted. My life has been a rollercoaster of emotions. Paul and I are still trying for baby no 3. It has really been extremely challenging as Dana is still in our bed now 3 years old...lol. Apart from that, its been a struggle, a spiral of emotions. Ive been back to the doctor and my PCOS is still there so I started my Glucophage again and Clomid. In these 3 years we have gone all natural so its time we start the other methods God has put in place to enable us to conceive. Time is ticking away, I am 31 years old and Dana needs a brother or sister :)

This is my 3rd cycle on Clomid so lets see where this journey will take me. Its been a while, so please bear with me. God knows our hearts, our thoughts, our emotions, our life, our struggles, our great moments, our not so great moments and in ending I would like to say give those moments to Jesus, He loves us so much and wants to be with us and experience them with us.

Today you are so loved by the Father, it is through this journey of TTC I realise I just cannot do without HIM, I have tried but I always come back to the Great I am. Its so easy dealing through the pain with Him, Paul and I cannot get through it without the Lover of our Souls, Jesus thank you for walking this journey with us.

Once again I look forward to giving You honour and praise for the miracle that will unfold in my life again. We have experienced miracles so for those who doesnt believe in them, our life is a walking talking miracle.

Dont give up on whatever you trusting God for. Its not our timing but HIS, not our thoughts and plans but HIS, continue to walk in your purpose set out and all other things will be added on. Never give up never give in, keep on believing.

Hope is the one thing that keeps us going, walk steadfastly in it. Its manna to the soul :)
Thanks for coming along and my apologies for not updating regularly, I promise I will be making a post once a week from here on out.
Be blessed :)

Welcome to my journey

Thank you for coming along on this journey with me. It is my prayer that whoever reads this blog would be blessed by my story. Please know that whatever you face in this world is only temporary, but life with Jesus is eternal. May you know that whatever trial you go through, The Father walks with you, and every trial is there to make you grow stronger as a person and in faith. May you know that life is wonderful despite circumstances around you, because God in your life makes it devine, and your reason for existence is finally met with purpose, don't give up on your dreams and hopes, hopes will be restored once again in your life, dreams will be fulfilled, and joy will come again, because as the scripture says: Though your sorrow may last for a night, but joy comes in the morning, so whatever season you may be going through, whether it be winter or autumn, know that your season of joy is coming, spring, where new flowers bloom and hope is restored.
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills— where does my help come from? 2 My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. - Psalm 121: 1-2