Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Welcome back to me :)

Oh gosh, I cannot believe that its been 2 years since I have posted. My life has been a rollercoaster of emotions. Paul and I are still trying for baby no 3. It has really been extremely challenging as Dana is still in our bed now 3 years old...lol. Apart from that, its been a struggle, a spiral of emotions. Ive been back to the doctor and my PCOS is still there so I started my Glucophage again and Clomid. In these 3 years we have gone all natural so its time we start the other methods God has put in place to enable us to conceive. Time is ticking away, I am 31 years old and Dana needs a brother or sister :)

This is my 3rd cycle on Clomid so lets see where this journey will take me. Its been a while, so please bear with me. God knows our hearts, our thoughts, our emotions, our life, our struggles, our great moments, our not so great moments and in ending I would like to say give those moments to Jesus, He loves us so much and wants to be with us and experience them with us.

Today you are so loved by the Father, it is through this journey of TTC I realise I just cannot do without HIM, I have tried but I always come back to the Great I am. Its so easy dealing through the pain with Him, Paul and I cannot get through it without the Lover of our Souls, Jesus thank you for walking this journey with us.

Once again I look forward to giving You honour and praise for the miracle that will unfold in my life again. We have experienced miracles so for those who doesnt believe in them, our life is a walking talking miracle.

Dont give up on whatever you trusting God for. Its not our timing but HIS, not our thoughts and plans but HIS, continue to walk in your purpose set out and all other things will be added on. Never give up never give in, keep on believing.

Hope is the one thing that keeps us going, walk steadfastly in it. Its manna to the soul :)
Thanks for coming along and my apologies for not updating regularly, I promise I will be making a post once a week from here on out.
Be blessed :)

6 comments:

Mel-Butterfly said...

Hey Megan. Thank u 4dis post. My day startd so bad. I am currently busy wid my 1st trimester of my 3rd pregnancy. Ths mrn i wake up havin 2run 2da loo havin bad mrn sickness fl dat i dnt want 2b pregnant anymre bt then i read ur story n fl so bad. As i even knw of couples dat r strugglin. Every thng of the best 2 u n Paul. God bless

yumishumi said...

Hi Megs...all the best with ttc#3, praying u get ur BFP soon...I also started Clomid/Glucophage this cycle...just being patient...its been 5 years already ttc#1

Megan said...

Hello guys, thanks so much for your comments, yes Mel, ((((((HUGS)))))
@ Yumishumi praying you will get that BFP! The struggles are hard :(

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Unknown said...

Hey Megs, just reading this has made me feel a whole lot better, i recently too found out that i have PCOS and i was shattered, no words could explain what i went through and me being a lover of kids and in the future would like to bare thought it was the end but with prayer and seeing my doctor i was made to believe and just trust... I am on my fourth cycle of treatment and two mnths time will find out what the results are. Everything of the best to you and Paul and prayer intensely with you guys...

Megan said...

Hi Michelle
Thanks so much for the comments, just know with the right diet, treatment you will have a successful pregnancy. I am testimony to that!
Will be praying your cycle is positive
lots of (((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

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Thank you for coming along on this journey with me. It is my prayer that whoever reads this blog would be blessed by my story. Please know that whatever you face in this world is only temporary, but life with Jesus is eternal. May you know that whatever trial you go through, The Father walks with you, and every trial is there to make you grow stronger as a person and in faith. May you know that life is wonderful despite circumstances around you, because God in your life makes it devine, and your reason for existence is finally met with purpose, don't give up on your dreams and hopes, hopes will be restored once again in your life, dreams will be fulfilled, and joy will come again, because as the scripture says: Though your sorrow may last for a night, but joy comes in the morning, so whatever season you may be going through, whether it be winter or autumn, know that your season of joy is coming, spring, where new flowers bloom and hope is restored.
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills— where does my help come from? 2 My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. - Psalm 121: 1-2